You never promised anything,

So you’ve not let me down,

But I am dissappointed.

You never asked for anything,

So you’ve not been demanding,

But I don’t feel so.

You didn’t commit to anything,

So you’ve not betrayed ever,

But I feel hurt.

You’ve never thought too much,

So you won’t have answers either,

But I still question you.

You were never in the game,

So you can’t win or lose,

But I feel defeated.

You were always clear; always honest,

So you’ve never played around,

But I feel fooled.

You never harbored any dreams,

So you never left the now,

But I feel my future shattering.

So many things were, so many things were not; I only chose that which I wanted anyway…

It was all only in the mind!